The struggles as a freelancer, without a title, matured but with a weak pretext, derived from the streets and sent into the streets with no home to go to, a career as a freelance music writer, leaving a flood of compositions, commissions from abroad, isolated, but many relationships to beautiful and lonely people, London journeys, repeat visits bring a success, piano-forte electrified audience, a romantic musically-inclined popular long series of strings, unable to compose while struggling adult problems, ideas waiting, calm and reassure no harm can fall