i grew up supported and open. by a dominant patrichal radical communist family. system conform. i was ambitiouse in scool and sports. perfect pioneer. when i was 12 i wanted to become an olympic winner in athletics 800 meters. i was fast 2:23 minutes. i studied literature and read everything available possible. my grandfather gave me marx and dostojewski. when i found myself infront of closed doors with 15. in a country i loved so far. i flipped out and built the ground for my artist career. i think. bauhaus vestibule